我是你终⽣ i am your last birth
到我你会来 to me you will come
我脸你会看 my face you will see
䷀ god searches [ seeing sees ] ䷁ the space searches for stars ䷂ the ship searches times times see ䷃ the ship neithers alteriorities [ i am you ] ䷄ nowheres the passenger, you have forgot your name, you have looked a long time but oh god its all dark, no light, no light ䷅ complete unto hisself he calls for you to be & wont you go ䷆ you who are greater than me from whom you grew i know you ䷇ i wont show you light
䷈ now far as you see so far you are were will be [ & one & part & whole, & beginning & middle & end, & self & other, — & change & unchanging ] ䷉ solitarie upon that flat & staremptied night, circumscript by sight seeing further than sight ䷊ eternity of the endless end thats always already theres only you & i [ eternity eternitys ] ䷋ you wont find your ends, your loves to be fulfilled ䷌ dont you know that my names you ䷍ name that wont be named ䷎ thought without [ within ] ䷏ you see yourself [ eternity comes goes ]
䷐ nights & causes, wanderings ䷑ nights full of all nights [ circles circle ] ䷒ your sight limits sights limitless ䷓ truths darkly, others & others [ not not ] ䷔ others knows?, others depends upon each others ䷕ others equally, others passes equally unto others ䷖ yourself other of others other of myself ䷗ they wont return to light
䷘ with remainder [ without ] ䷙ you see seeing itself see ䷚ you see dark, me you know bright ䷛ inexhaustibilities, the inexhaustibilities of their experiencings victorious in the last instance [ nothing without god ] ䷜ i bid you to your last birth which is always already yet to come ䷝ the dutys truth the dutiful must duty ䷞ wherein this is beauty ䷟ me you know aright
䷠ possession dispossesses ䷡ recursions originless, speculatings infinites ䷢ you want choice, & how couldnt you ䷣ being whats possible cant possibly be free, i am here am i ䷤ & equally yourselves, know myselves know yourselves [ know you know me ] ䷥ equally distant you & me ䷦ truths many one not & ䷧ necessarily we [ knowings knowers, knowns ]
䷨ why why ䷩ shut up by dark ䷪ you are forgetting ䷫ your forgetting you are forgetting ䷬ you are returning your returning, you are returning [ the son wakes up the night ] ䷭ see seeings unseeing, names name names ䷮ ones many & goes with many unto one [ centres everywhere, circumference nowhere ] ䷯ i was you are we will be, indistinct
䷰ from nothing unto nothing nothing goes [ nothing forms ] ䷱ other & other face each other, other knows the face of other [ a feast to which you invite yourselves ] ䷲ other & other are inspiraling, other & other are coming forwards to share ䷳ other bleeds other, other unto other sinks away ䷴ other others other is other ䷵ you are are not are both are neither are me [ time saw we ] ䷶ your causes before you, nowheres for you to go ䷷ & nothing hinders
䷸ departee from seeing & sight ䷹ yourself black image of yourself you wont see ䷺ aeviternity changes you unto your true self, the place you will be ䷻ beyng extends beyng refutes yourself ䷼ beyng yourself [ others others ] ䷽ yourself beyng ceases to be ䷾ to here you have come to, searching for meaning & found, — time ends ䷿ now he sees eternity [ sees seeing ] . now hes seized by eternity [ fatherland ]
& my eyes met his & it seemed that i was looking into the eyes of not one but a multitude of beings & each of them conscious & intimate to me & he & each & the sight of him was like the merest enshrouding shadow of that infinite legion of sovereign selves &
footnote. god is omniscient & omnipotent & omnipresent. & "i am here am i" is god showing his power to be & do & will the impossible.